Sunday, July 06, 2008
ok suppose to meet my malu sai but i didn
cos i was fucking moody..
so sorry........=(
i need to start work soon cos i really cannot tahan this "home"
a brother that is useless and don even noe he has a sister but he noe he has a girlfriend
a mother that think that im useless and feel that i should be their slave
a "sister" that snor like hell made mi sleep in the living room
and i have to shout like hell to make her study
is it my fault to worry abt her psle
it is my fault that i don have the strengh to squeeze the mop
is it my fault for not "serving my brother"
is it my fault for saving for future
it is my fault for bringing "peanut" home while i don even have the abillity to support my own
is it my fault for being the age of 18
or is it my fault for not being a boy or guy
.....
if there is even one think that make mi think of the "home"
maybe and denfinally my dad
yes i do have family
yes i do!
no they didn make mi squeeze dry my bank acc
no they didn make mi do the housework while my bro can play com
IN MY ROOM!
no they didn
yes i have my own room..
no i didn sleep in the living room
no i didn...
yes mum slam my door pls..
moop every room but not mine
just let mi live in my own world
i don need your love cos i never have
neither do you need mi i guess
i pray hard to watever god amen o mi tuo fuo
pls let mi grow and earn
let mi be free
free from now
i only wan my future
with my one and only daring
or if you can make my famliy wake up
cos i was fucking moody..
so sorry........=(
i need to start work soon cos i really cannot tahan this "home"
a brother that is useless and don even noe he has a sister but he noe he has a girlfriend
a mother that think that im useless and feel that i should be their slave
a "sister" that snor like hell made mi sleep in the living room
and i have to shout like hell to make her study
is it my fault to worry abt her psle
it is my fault that i don have the strengh to squeeze the mop
is it my fault for not "serving my brother"
is it my fault for saving for future
it is my fault for bringing "peanut" home while i don even have the abillity to support my own
is it my fault for being the age of 18
or is it my fault for not being a boy or guy
.....
if there is even one think that make mi think of the "home"
maybe and denfinally my dad
yes i do have family
yes i do!
no they didn make mi squeeze dry my bank acc
no they didn make mi do the housework while my bro can play com
IN MY ROOM!
no they didn
yes i have my own room..
no i didn sleep in the living room
no i didn...
yes mum slam my door pls..
moop every room but not mine
just let mi live in my own world
i don need your love cos i never have
neither do you need mi i guess
i pray hard to watever god amen o mi tuo fuo
pls let mi grow and earn
let mi be free
free from now
i only wan my future
with my one and only daring
or if you can make my famliy wake up
9:35 AM
